THE LONG WAIT......

I am done wid everything to begin afresh,so wat z d wait for? Ma heart pounced fast expecting something good. Ma mind accompanying the heart giving it patience to continue.
But has the time really come for me to heave a sigh of relief??? I guess,'NO'.
It wasn't this materialistic world where I was struggling for an identity but ma own people. Things just changed all of a sudden.
And here begins ma story. Der hasn't been any conflict within ma inner selves, in fact they are very very supportive. ma wait increases and ma heart gradually is into a state of losing it, the mind though consoling and keeping it in check. And der came a time wen the mind too losing control grows envious. "Am I not lucky? Am I not deserving? Am I not like others? Where did I go wrong? Wasn't I tough enough? Of course, YES, den why do I still have to keep patience? Why am I still proving myself?"
The answer thus comes, 'wait'....."THE LONG WAIT".

I TRIED.....I SPOKE.....BUT THE SILENCE PREVAILED

I wondered wat went wrong,
coz u left wen i needed the most.
It wasn't ma fault, not urs either
and so I tried..... I spoke.....
but the SILENCE prevailed !!!
I fell..... I rose.....
yet the SILENCE prevailed !!!

SILENCE, has become ma life.
Its dis silence, darkness and isolation dats ma life.
Things got sorted out,
yet the SILENCE prevailed !!!

You left,
but the darkness remained !!!
They were truthful unlike you, 
and so no talks, no words,
and the SILENCE prevailed !!!

Dis SILENCE once enwrapped me
in a beautiful dark night,
promising me to stay forever.
So wat if u aint der,
yes I found a friend,
ma very own SILENCE,
that continues to stay wid me forever.

Yet things do haunt after ages again
dat I TRIED.....I SPOKE.....
BUT THE SILENCE PREVAILED !!!